Life is kinda unpredictable. U nv noe what is going to happen tmr. Anything in ur life might just change for the better or for the worst. I recieve a call yesterday from the admin office saying that i have been posted to HQ signals. went for the interview asking me to do some programming which i cannot handle and there im posted back to my old office. been a while since im there and i just finish a stay over for some spitfire exercise. Good to have things to occupy myself since i have nothing else to look forward to. the 9pm detective show is finally over and i daniel just called me and told me that he has admitted to the hospital for some leg operation. poor thing. thought of going to pay him a visit but i just dont have a car to drive myself there. think he's quite nice at least he told me that he's back. he's one of my fav cell grp member tho but he's away in china getting fatter there. LOL anyway, God says that dont worry abt tmr for tmr will worry for itself. just going to trust God that he guides and thank God for giving me a song to give me some peace. :>
it's abt time that i should head a place where i call home.
The lord appeared and said, "I have loved you with an everlasting love; i have drawn you with loving-kindness. I will build you up again and u will be rebuilt."
Jeremiah.
That's God's word for me. It always sets a reminder to me that he is faithful. He knows what i am going through and I feel comforted by his words. Anyways, sometimes you tend to know it but always choose to feel sucky and sulky. I mean what for dwell on stupid things like these when you know that there's always much better things to do other dwelling on sorrows.
hmm.. been playing tons of dota but i guess i still suck at it. Is not really healthy the fact that i play till like there's no day no night for me. For the cause that i wanna 'own' my cell grp members, it's not really worth it. haha.. but is fun la. Happy can alr. shd i buy a 19" LCD Sumsung monitor to replace my old and lousy CRT ? REalli feel like it but i rather take the money to go for diving. been wanting to go but just tht is always replace by other stuffs. I just i just need to get down on doing it.
Life in army is still the same. Just tht i need to show face to the new ISM @ 745am in the morning. I just guess he sucks cos he has so many sai kang to do. Anw, all indians have tons of sai kang. They just suck. That's the fact in army, normally the chinese hold a higher ranks than the indians and malays and their job scope is much better than sai kang. LOL. Just fixed up a computer in camp from the other junk computer. Now this com can log on to the I NET and theres Games to play too. Such a brat. dont think i will ever get down to study for my nx SAT.
been thinking a lot these few daes. my mind is cloud on with many things. church stuffs, family and frens stuffs. but anyways, glad that my family is quite close now. so happy!
looking on the normal person point of view, life is kinda stagnant and dull. You do the same things everyday. and everyday, work is a routine everyone has to do. Prolly im writing this now becos im just bored and my morale is really low these days. Have been procastinating to type it out but i finally get to do so cos i just have nothing better to do.
I guess mood swings just affects me and the people of my surroundings. I'm so sorry if i appear cold towards you cos i myself have no idea what i'm going thru. I've been rather down these few days and I just hope that people leaves me alone so that i can do my own things. And sleeping through your problems doesnt make any sense too cos when you wakes up, the problem is still there. I just hope that Life would be more meaningful when you have no problems to worry abt. the older you get the more problems you have. just saw my younger little cousin she just seem so carefree, nothing to worry abt and she just slack and play the whole dae. hmm...
Anyways, i rather work my ass off in the commercial world rather than being stuck in camp doing redundant jobs and slack my life throughout. i rather spend my time trying out new things but the government just loves to confine male species. i wonder why.
the days when i am botak. but so handsome.
