ohh .. to update, on my first recce exercise trip, my VEHICLE broke down halfway due to oil leak and had to be towed away. so didnt get to experience much. And they commented that i was the jinx to tht vechicle. Wad rubbish rite. And life here, you wake up at 545am and worked all the way till midnite! what life is this man.. obviously is exploiting ME !! hmmm had a ran to the BIG BUDDHA which is abt 5km away on the hilltop. ill take a pic and load it up when i come back! it's a challenge for me but nice to run early in the morning esp when the weather is aint tht HOT. say 20Degrees? but when it comes to noon time it can be CRAZY!!

played soccer ytd evening. but just 3mins into the game, the ball flew hard and fast into my face which caused me a scar on my face!! =( ohh noo .. not handsome anymore! HOW now !?

ill try to update if i can!

MANY MANY MORE DAYS TO the END OF MEILIN CAMP STAY. 15more days!! im still surviving in this camp. Using the net now as no one is in camp except the signallers, storeman and the clerk which is ME!

pray request:
pray tht my left leg will be healed. Since captains ball tournament, my left knee is suffering from servere pain. upon bending it, im unable to bend it back immediately and it takes some time to adjust back to normal. so SQUATTING and intensive running is a major problem. Pray tht i get well soon. .

okie.. tC peeps. =)

byebye peeps.. im heading to taiwan now .. you can contact me on my mobile or sms me at 90428434. Haha... byebye.

Leaving in Taiwan with the army in 2 days time. Im excited abt the trip knowing that the 22 days im there would be a whole new experience for me. With gaining the knowledge of what is an army exercise like overseas, getting to try new food, exploring new attractions, but at the same time feeling odd and lonely knowing that all my close NS friends would not be there with me. Feeling a little lost without knowing who to hang out with cos im not really close to anyone im going with. ALL my NS frens are in Singapore. HOW GOD HOW? pls bless me with nice pple in my bunk, bless me with nice pple that i can talk to. bless me with opportunities to connect with pple back in Singapore! Most imptly, bless me with a good itinerary! haha.. let it be a good break away from home. Teach me how to appreciate what i have, and teach me how to appreciate the pple i love more. Teach me how to treasure friendship. =) God loves you.

"Where there is no vision, the people perish..." Proverbs 29:18a

I believe there is no other word that describes worship better than "surrender". Surrender is the essence of worship and if you build a lifestyle of surrendering every area of your life (studies, work, relationships, habits) to God, you are actually building a lifestyle of worship.

im using my camp's computer now. Went for a late lunch today after deciding not to join my camp friends for lunch. Sitting down alone on an unoccupied bench, eating the rice which feels comes in lumps, all i felt was bitterness and emptiness everywhere. looking around starring at people having their meals, it feels like many monkeys in green being confine in the stupid cage waiting for their day of freedom. i felt sad esp for this army guy who eats lunch himself everyday for at least the past yr. doesn't he have any friends to eat with? is his 10 or 20 yrs more of army life going to be a bore? or maybe he just enjoys his time alone. where are his friends? does he have friends that will be concern abt his life? does he have real friends? true friends? i really dont know. And while sitting there for lunch, i receive sms from friends playing me out for some sports events, from pple telling me tht i have some meetings that i need to attend and stuffs that i need to do. WOW whee.. BTW, i got this friend of mine that walks into my office everyday to collect his printouts and all he will say to me is LIFE SUCKS! feel like boxing him sometimes.

Looking at life in general, i guess that it has full of agendas to complete, earning a living to go by, mundane daily routines, SHORT, and the list goes on and on. lastly, God's purpose to follow. Sometimes i feel that why not die now so that you have no worries and you can be closer to God. HAha.. wonder is it foolish thinking of me. i guess so cos there is still many more things i need and want to do in life.

Exactly 10 more days for my trip to Taiwan. I'm quite excited about it that i can go abroad to be free from the hectic lifestyle demands of Singapore the fact that im still troubled abt some other issues. But My God is A BIG God and he handles situations so nicely that i know all things will just fall in place for me.

Haha.. my entry feels like i'm suffering from depression! Grace of God fall fresh on me, my love ones and to the one reading this. haha. =)

Cant believe my com hanged and all that i typed for my entry TWICE is ALL GONE! my Army life, my personal life, my work, and my concerns. AHHH!!! ahhaha...

Cant Be bothered to retype. but Just to share my passion. I LOVE TEACHING. I enjoy teaching pple. I feel a sense of achievement when i watch pple grow from the stuffs that i taught them. like my cell members last time my guitar students etc etc. it makes me feel happy. =) AND now that my guitar student will be heading for Manchester for further studies, that also means lesser income for me and i have to survive on NS pay which would be detrimental on my spending powers! haha .. how how ?

Anyways, just to sum up. My prayer request would be praying that God will guide me through the last few months of NS life. Pray that he will teach me how to be a disciple of him. I need a job or a source of income where i can depend on. So Pray tht i would be able to make full use of my last few mths of NS life to earn extra money b4 real school or real work starts. Pray tht God will also provide me discenment towards what to do in Life.

GD nite.