looking on the normal person point of view, life is kinda stagnant and dull. You do the same things everyday. and everyday, work is a routine everyone has to do. Prolly im writing this now becos im just bored and my morale is really low these days. Have been procastinating to type it out but i finally get to do so cos i just have nothing better to do.
I guess mood swings just affects me and the people of my surroundings. I'm so sorry if i appear cold towards you cos i myself have no idea what i'm going thru. I've been rather down these few days and I just hope that people leaves me alone so that i can do my own things. And sleeping through your problems doesnt make any sense too cos when you wakes up, the problem is still there. I just hope that Life would be more meaningful when you have no problems to worry abt. the older you get the more problems you have. just saw my younger little cousin she just seem so carefree, nothing to worry abt and she just slack and play the whole dae. hmm...
Anyways, i rather work my ass off in the commercial world rather than being stuck in camp doing redundant jobs and slack my life throughout. i rather spend my time trying out new things but the government just loves to confine male species. i wonder why.
Guess im quite sick. byebye
