havent been here really a long time.. feels strange. but life for me is so uncertain. im 22 this year and i have not achieve much in my life in the practical sense. thinking it through, army is just wasting my time and i always have said that i will make use of my time doing something useful but i havent made my move yet. but sitting down to think abt it. i shd ge something started now since i have left with a yr of service in the army. dont want to come out of it achieving nothing in life. so im going to start being a _________ and i will do it next week b4 i leave for batam for the young meth leaders conf. talking abt tht, i hope that by going for this conf, it helps me in my walk with God, the mighty one above and it prepares me as i find my new direction in life. I have been a lost sheep somewhere and somehow. And i really need my Life back. all i need is to focus and have a aim in life. just spoke to my major about when u have the heart, you will just do the stuffs properly. need to find where my heart belongs. for church stuffs --> prolly finding a right mentor for me and hence mentoring somemore to spur them into christ likeness. Ministry to me is a BIG thing. for me, it is not only abt having fun, having fellowship but also impacting people's life. i feel that i lack in this area and God i just need you to be my pillar of support. to succeed, my source of strength comes in U. guess i will go buy a log book and name it FAITH book and whenever a miracle is performed i shall log it down so that i can use that as a testimony of u. For my career, i shall get into action.. !!!! oh ya ... so fun planning a PLMC soccer team and i hope that i will win in this methodist tournment aft training so hard with the boys for the last 2 mths. it is trying sometimes but it is also rewarding. heres the team:
oh and here is Mr. Teo chee Hian.. our Minister of Defence of SINGAPore.. haha.. met him at st. andrews cathedral and decided that i shd be bold to take a pic with him so that when my Wo Officers scold me nx time.. i can tell them that i know the minister of def.. how corny but oh well .. 
im also proud to be a SINGAPOREAN !!! LOOK AT THIS !!!!!
ok la... i shall go and rest and go for a run later on ... to Succeed in life, u just have to give ur heart and soul to it. and TRUST GOD. Amen for the dae.
